Lightning comes and Lightning goes.

EDIT : This version contians a lot of grammar errors and what not. But i like it just that way =) . I'm sorry about those .

Today's post is going to be somewhat... special. Yes , that's the word. Special. It's going to be interesting , that's for sure.

Let's cut to the chase, you know who you are mate. You know what this is about. Now that we got that clear , i want to say something to you , and for the most part to myself (not what you think) . I find that i like to think things throughly (I KNOW , work in progress , cut me some slack <_< style="font-style: italic;">never be the same . And i kinda like how things are now... i mean , i have someone who i trust enough to tell 90% of the thoughts that come to my head (the other 10% is just plain creepy shit , don't ask =/ ) . I really don't want to lose that.. and that's why i'm scared. That's why i gave you "mixed signals" or whatever you say it is. I'm sorry for that , but its just the way i am....

Now every coin (or cedula) has 2 sides, and this one mate , is no exception. In the positive side of things , i have very little to write about. Now , before you smack me across the street >_> , hear me out. This is one of those situations where its easier to write about the bad stuff , than the good stuff , just because the good stuff completely outnumbers the bad stuff ... When i started writing about the good side of things i didn't even freaking know where to start.. there's just too much to mention , i mean good freaking lord -i wrote something here and decided to take it away in the final editing =) - (sorry , this can't be seen by the main public XD) . I don't know what else to say ,and the funny thing is that i wrote this for myself. I wrote this to think it the best way i can, the way i like to. So if i already had my freaking answer, why the hell. ... gaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! ...


I'm sitting here at 6:40 AM wondering why i'm such an asshole... you idiot! (myself) >_> . Wow , the things you have had to stand mate XFD .

I think i already made my decision (as if i didn't unconciously made it already , ha ha...) ... and you know what , i wish life was more like a mathematical equation... it would be soooo much easier , honestly T_T . Since its not... i'd rather take a risk than live in doubt. Thank you. I don't know what will happen , but i just need to know... enough is enough.


CONCLUSION : Sometimes its worth taking the bet mate =) , specially when you have the freaking world to win.

PD -

KeeeE?! , no te gusta el titulo! . Pue mire guilla >_< ! , yo kisiera saber kien te dijo que taba bien robase MIIIII cancion de la semana >_