I would like to apologize to my friends . I'm sorry that sometimes i took you guys for granted , and that i don't appreciate you guys enough. I'm sorry for not realizing sooner how much you guys cared for me . I'm sorry.
I would like to apologize to my family. I'm sorry that i don't invest enough time with you guys , i'm sorry that i can't hold my patience with you guys.. i'll try harder. I'm sorry for the bad things i have said and thought about you guys.. and thank you.. Thank you for being my family.
As for you... I'm sorry ...but there will be no apologies today for you. Except that one.
=/
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Monday, January 25, 2010
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Third Eye Blind
3 months ago i wrote to you about something i did (or was about to do) .
Something that took a lot of courage , a lot of luck , and most importantly a lot of faith. I got myself into one of the most hard situations, i have ever been in my life. I took a huge gamble , and i'm here to say , 3 months later , that it has thankfully paid off =) .
I don't know where life will take me. I don't know what will happen with us next month , next week , or even tomorrow. I don't know. I can't know. What i CAN tell you mate, is that i absolutely adore you (aaaaaand this is where i blush - i can do it too~!-) . You are one of the most awesome persons i know (don't brag about this >_>) , and also my best friend. I don't regret the decision i made 3 months ago . In fact , i regret not thinking about it sooner..
I know there has been some rough patches ( minor stuff , that we ,for some reason or another , made a big deal out of nothing >_>) . I don' think its going to be easy , but i have lot of faith in us , and that our relationship will continue to grow. I'm rarely this optimistic and i truly hope you feel the same way.
TQM freckles =) , i hope you enjoyed this last 3 months as much as i did.
Something that took a lot of courage , a lot of luck , and most importantly a lot of faith. I got myself into one of the most hard situations, i have ever been in my life. I took a huge gamble , and i'm here to say , 3 months later , that it has thankfully paid off =) .
I don't know where life will take me. I don't know what will happen with us next month , next week , or even tomorrow. I don't know. I can't know. What i CAN tell you mate, is that i absolutely adore you (aaaaaand this is where i blush - i can do it too~!-) . You are one of the most awesome persons i know (don't brag about this >_>) , and also my best friend. I don't regret the decision i made 3 months ago . In fact , i regret not thinking about it sooner..
I know there has been some rough patches ( minor stuff , that we ,for some reason or another , made a big deal out of nothing >_>) . I don' think its going to be easy , but i have lot of faith in us , and that our relationship will continue to grow. I'm rarely this optimistic and i truly hope you feel the same way.
TQM freckles =) , i hope you enjoyed this last 3 months as much as i did.
Monday, December 28, 2009
It's nine o'clock on a Saturday
Its 7 am now , actually ... and its monday.. i think??? . I slept for a grand total of 130 minutes. Yeah... I know. I'm not sure why but something has been troubling my extremely sensitive roving mind. All is going well, to a certain point . I got my first C , but i haven't given it much thought. AU CONTRAIRE of popular opinion , i am not a grade whore. I merely have a grand objective and need to do some stuff to achieve it. What exactly is troubling me , i won't mention it on THIS episode . If it turns into further trouble , i'll deal with it, but for now i'm just gonna let it evolve.
I recently noticed i now have 3 followers.. MY GOD! , i can feel my blog growing and spreading my wonderful and charismatic words into the hearts of the people! . Welcome to my house , reader ! . Hope you enjoy my quasi monthly updates =DD .
About a week ago , i started to read Twilight (yes i know i suck , blah blah blah blah) , at the request of someone , which you can probably imagine who it is , given the power of suggestion she has over me >_> . That reminds me , i still need her a book of my own ... i got one in mind that's just perfect @__@ . MUAHAHAHA! .
Anyways , Twilight. So far its been pretty close to the overall story of the movie , but i gotta admit.. Isabella is a somewhat emo pesimistic overthinker teeneage drama queen... i think i like her.. She reminds me of tons of girls i know , and even to some extent ... myself >_< (I.E : OMG what did i just say! ... i wonder if she likes me.. Is she looking this way?! ...) yeah , been there done that . Needless to say , i hated her in the movie , she's so annoying.. the one in the book is at least funny.
Now, to my female readers , just ignore the pragraph below please =) . Just skip it!! .. Tons of bad words there! , you wouldn't wanna read em! .
Now ,to my male readers , just so you know , i'm joking . This is all an elaborate joke to convince the XX part of the world that i'm really sensitive and deep and shit . I knoooooow! , i'm a genius! . After this is posted women everywhere in the world are all gonna start thinking i'm sensitive and cool and hip and all that jazz ^_^ , and i'll get chicks left and right (sup babe ^_^ , what are you up to =P ) . ( if you are a female why are you reading this?, shuush get away , now!). So yeah , this is all an elaborate trick to get women in the world to like me . As guys , you can understand me right?! . MUHAHAHA ! . I'm so clever. They don't stand a chance =( .
Now , ill leave you with a very improvised preliminary research the GITR has been conducting.
GITR Research #32302320
"El Platano" , and its effects on the human biology.
GITR reports the following ...
The "vivere" known as "El Platano" (Platanus Maximus) is composed of the following : 25% Carbs , 5% Glucose , 70% Brutein . The GITR has been extremely interested in the effects of "Brutein" on normal humans.
To conduct this experiments, we took as samples 100 American immigrants that hadn't had contact with "Platano" until they arrived here . 95% of the subjects showed what appeared to be "severe deterioration of cognoscitive and language skills" ("tabanos bien" , "ello ay", etc) , "increased levels of brown fat near the belly area" (called locally as "barriga de cervecero" ??) , "increased tolerance to alcohol" , "loss of hair" , and for some reason they all become obsessed with what the locals call "morenas" .
Truly amazing discoveries.
"El Platano" however has even more dangerous side effects on locals. Apparently , its high levels of Brutein make it a powerful teratogenic ( defined as a substance that alters normal growth) . It has the ability to completely negate some gens , including some that are thought to be related to "intelligence" , "honesty" and "punctuality" . On a minor side , it also seems to affect the gens that determine eye color (which is why that less than 2% of the population has blue/green eyes) .
On so
me more horrifying cases , it is thought to be responsible of a hideous mutation. We are not sure what mechanism are affected during the fetal stage , but this "creatures" (as we would like to call them) , seem to be surprisingly common in the population. Their local name is "Jabaos" .
Shocking! , the GITR says.
The effects of "El Platano" don't end there though, even when they are no longer exposed daily to the dangerous effects of the Brutein , the progression of the "condition" (we haven't figured out what t
o call it yet) doesn't stop. The damage appears to be at a DNA level .
When one of the affected chooses to "relocate" to another country , they stand out , when compared to the local (normal) population. These special cases are then labeled by the locals as "dominicanyork" and they are not often seen with good eyes. For some reason these "dominicanyork" act completely different than the locals and yet , very similarly at the same time. Our anthropologists are having a blast trying to figure out why exactly.
This GITR is not over yet ,but due to time constraints , we will only publish this small extract. Please read later for further info.
End Report
So that's about it for today.. i'm gonna go back to /attempt/ sleep . Wish you all merry xmas and have a wonderful time. BTW GITR hasn't received any gifts yet , so if anyone's willing... we like chocolate. Take care and don't do anything i wouldn't ^_^ . See you all next year , god willing! .
PD : No spell checking . I didn't feel like it. So eat my bad grammar and spelling , bitches!. (saw that in a movie... so cool) ^_^ .
I recently noticed i now have 3 followers.. MY GOD! , i can feel my blog growing and spreading my wonderful and charismatic words into the hearts of the people! . Welcome to my house , reader ! . Hope you enjoy my quasi monthly updates =DD .
About a week ago , i started to read Twilight (yes i know i suck , blah blah blah blah) , at the request of someone , which you can probably imagine who it is , given the power of suggestion she has over me >_> . That reminds me , i still need her a book of my own ... i got one in mind that's just perfect @__@ . MUAHAHAHA! .
Anyways , Twilight. So far its been pretty close to the overall story of the movie , but i gotta admit.. Isabella is a somewhat emo pesimistic overthinker teeneage drama queen... i think i like her.. She reminds me of tons of girls i know , and even to some extent ... myself >_< (I.E : OMG what did i just say! ... i wonder if she likes me.. Is she looking this way?! ...) yeah , been there done that . Needless to say , i hated her in the movie , she's so annoying.. the one in the book is at least funny.
Now, to my female readers , just ignore the pragraph below please =) . Just skip it!! .. Tons of bad words there! , you wouldn't wanna read em! .
Now ,to my male readers , just so you know , i'm joking . This is all an elaborate joke to convince the XX part of the world that i'm really sensitive and deep and shit . I knoooooow! , i'm a genius! . After this is posted women everywhere in the world are all gonna start thinking i'm sensitive and cool and hip and all that jazz ^_^ , and i'll get chicks left and right (sup babe ^_^ , what are you up to =P ) . ( if you are a female why are you reading this?, shuush get away , now!). So yeah , this is all an elaborate trick to get women in the world to like me . As guys , you can understand me right?! . MUHAHAHA ! . I'm so clever. They don't stand a chance =( .
Now , ill leave you with a very improvised preliminary research the GITR has been conducting.
GITR Research #32302320
"El Platano" , and its effects on the human biology.
GITR reports the following ...
The "vivere" known as "El Platano" (Platanus Maximus) is composed of the following : 25% Carbs , 5% Glucose , 70% Brutein . The GITR has been extremely interested in the effects of "Brutein" on normal humans.
To conduct this experiments, we took as samples 100 American immigrants that hadn't had contact with "Platano" until they arrived here . 95% of the subjects showed what appeared to be "severe deterioration of cognoscitive and language skills" ("tabanos bien" , "ello ay", etc) , "increased levels of brown fat near the belly area" (called locally as "barriga de cervecero" ??) , "increased tolerance to alcohol" , "loss of hair" , and for some reason they all become obsessed with what the locals call "morenas" .
Truly amazing discoveries.
"El Platano" however has even more dangerous side effects on locals. Apparently , its high levels of Brutein make it a powerful teratogenic ( defined as a substance that alters normal growth) . It has the ability to completely negate some gens , including some that are thought to be related to "intelligence" , "honesty" and "punctuality" . On a minor side , it also seems to affect the gens that determine eye color (which is why that less than 2% of the population has blue/green eyes) .
On so
me more horrifying cases , it is thought to be responsible of a hideous mutation. We are not sure what mechanism are affected during the fetal stage , but this "creatures" (as we would like to call them) , seem to be surprisingly common in the population. Their local name is "Jabaos" .Shocking! , the GITR says.
The effects of "El Platano" don't end there though, even when they are no longer exposed daily to the dangerous effects of the Brutein , the progression of the "condition" (we haven't figured out what t
o call it yet) doesn't stop. The damage appears to be at a DNA level .When one of the affected chooses to "relocate" to another country , they stand out , when compared to the local (normal) population. These special cases are then labeled by the locals as "dominicanyork" and they are not often seen with good eyes. For some reason these "dominicanyork" act completely different than the locals and yet , very similarly at the same time. Our anthropologists are having a blast trying to figure out why exactly.
This GITR is not over yet ,but due to time constraints , we will only publish this small extract. Please read later for further info.
End Report
So that's about it for today.. i'm gonna go back to /attempt/ sleep . Wish you all merry xmas and have a wonderful time. BTW GITR hasn't received any gifts yet , so if anyone's willing... we like chocolate. Take care and don't do anything i wouldn't ^_^ . See you all next year , god willing! .
PD : No spell checking . I didn't feel like it. So eat my bad grammar and spelling , bitches!. (saw that in a movie... so cool) ^_^ .
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Now cinderella don't you go to sleep
Its 4:00 AM now. I'm not tired at all but i know that i need to get some sleep. My brain works in mysterious ways. It won't let me sleep at all when i have something important on my mind , and now it appears to be another one of those moments.
Last time i wrote something at this hour , nearly a month ago , wonderful stuff happened that same day and i hoping to repeat those circumstances again tomorrow =) .
I think this might be my "clicking hours" . The time of the day where everything makes sense and words just flow. I could be trying to get back to sleep but right now i don't think i will be able to unless i write this stuff first.
So what's up mate? . Hopefully by the time you are reading this you are no longer sick (seriously get well already! , if you are not ,i'm forcing you to go to your doctor >_> , won't take NO for an answer either!) . The thing that has been bothering me the most this past week , is not nephrology. Yeah , i might be 15 points away from failing that subject but i somehow have managed to calm down a bit with that problem ( eehh problably thanks to you ) .
Some might say i shouldn't worry so much , but you know me T_T , i'm a worry cat. You know what day is friday and what that day means for us. I have been thinking endlessly what to do to make that day special. I know you have had your share of "1st months" so i want to do something to make it better than all those before. I'm freaking clueless mate T__T, and that bothers me more than you would think T__T.
I've asked for advice to my friends and even some of your friends ( =D) on what to do but i haven't really liked any of their answers. Someone asked me "what does she like" and after staring at her for 30 seconds i answered : "children , candy and icecream" . You really are something special , you know! , anyone else i would just get my sister to buy something >_> .
One of your closest friend told me to "make you something" . Now , you don't need to be a genius to know i barely know how to fix me a sandwich (which i owe you BTW)and to be honest , she was one of the last persons i asked for help(next time she's going to be the first >_>).
Damn it. It's getting kinda late now and i need to get some sleep sadly. Although i think "my therapy" worked. I sort of have an idea on what to do now.. Although i'm not sure if i will meet my goal.
Eyyy... you know what? ....
You are awesome =) . Y yo te quiero mucho. So whatever happens my compañera (bet you didn't remember this one!) , mate , gumless , iron mouthed, cheeky , morena , no-longer-blind , vacationless , dramatic , always hungry and freckled bear.. i just hope you have a good time tomorrow (or today?) ^_^ .
Last time i wrote something at this hour , nearly a month ago , wonderful stuff happened that same day and i hoping to repeat those circumstances again tomorrow =) .
I think this might be my "clicking hours" . The time of the day where everything makes sense and words just flow. I could be trying to get back to sleep but right now i don't think i will be able to unless i write this stuff first.
So what's up mate? . Hopefully by the time you are reading this you are no longer sick (seriously get well already! , if you are not ,i'm forcing you to go to your doctor >_> , won't take NO for an answer either!) . The thing that has been bothering me the most this past week , is not nephrology. Yeah , i might be 15 points away from failing that subject but i somehow have managed to calm down a bit with that problem ( eehh problably thanks to you ) .
Some might say i shouldn't worry so much , but you know me T_T , i'm a worry cat. You know what day is friday and what that day means for us. I have been thinking endlessly what to do to make that day special. I know you have had your share of "1st months" so i want to do something to make it better than all those before. I'm freaking clueless mate T__T, and that bothers me more than you would think T__T.
I've asked for advice to my friends and even some of your friends ( =D) on what to do but i haven't really liked any of their answers. Someone asked me "what does she like" and after staring at her for 30 seconds i answered : "children , candy and icecream" . You really are something special , you know! , anyone else i would just get my sister to buy something >_> .
One of your closest friend told me to "make you something" . Now , you don't need to be a genius to know i barely know how to fix me a sandwich (which i owe you BTW)and to be honest , she was one of the last persons i asked for help(next time she's going to be the first >_>).
Damn it. It's getting kinda late now and i need to get some sleep sadly. Although i think "my therapy" worked. I sort of have an idea on what to do now.. Although i'm not sure if i will meet my goal.
Eyyy... you know what? ....
You are awesome =) . Y yo te quiero mucho. So whatever happens my compañera (bet you didn't remember this one!) , mate , gumless , iron mouthed, cheeky , morena , no-longer-blind , vacationless , dramatic , always hungry and freckled bear.. i just hope you have a good time tomorrow (or today?) ^_^ .
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Lightning comes and Lightning goes.
EDIT : This version contians a lot of grammar errors and what not. But i like it just that way =) . I'm sorry about those .
Today's post is going to be somewhat... special. Yes , that's the word. Special. It's going to be interesting , that's for sure.
Let's cut to the chase, you know who you are mate. You know what this is about. Now that we got that clear , i want to say something to you , and for the most part to myself (not what you think) . I find that i like to think things throughly (I KNOW , work in progress , cut me some slack <_< style="font-style: italic;">never be the same . And i kinda like how things are now... i mean , i have someone who i trust enough to tell 90% of the thoughts that come to my head (the other 10% is just plain creepy shit , don't ask =/ ) . I really don't want to lose that.. and that's why i'm scared. That's why i gave you "mixed signals" or whatever you say it is. I'm sorry for that , but its just the way i am....
Now every coin (or cedula) has 2 sides, and this one mate , is no exception. In the positive side of things , i have very little to write about. Now , before you smack me across the street >_> , hear me out. This is one of those situations where its easier to write about the bad stuff , than the good stuff , just because the good stuff completely outnumbers the bad stuff ... When i started writing about the good side of things i didn't even freaking know where to start.. there's just too much to mention , i mean good freaking lord -i wrote something here and decided to take it away in the final editing =) - (sorry , this can't be seen by the main public XD) . I don't know what else to say ,and the funny thing is that i wrote this for myself. I wrote this to think it the best way i can, the way i like to. So if i already had my freaking answer, why the hell. ... gaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! ...
I'm sitting here at 6:40 AM wondering why i'm such an asshole... you idiot! (myself) >_> . Wow , the things you have had to stand mate XFD .
I think i already made my decision (as if i didn't unconciously made it already , ha ha...) ... and you know what , i wish life was more like a mathematical equation... it would be soooo much easier , honestly T_T . Since its not... i'd rather take a risk than live in doubt. Thank you. I don't know what will happen , but i just need to know... enough is enough.
CONCLUSION : Sometimes its worth taking the bet mate =) , specially when you have the freaking world to win.
PD -
KeeeE?! , no te gusta el titulo! . Pue mire guilla >_< ! , yo kisiera saber kien te dijo que taba bien robase MIIIII cancion de la semana >_
Today's post is going to be somewhat... special. Yes , that's the word. Special. It's going to be interesting , that's for sure.
Let's cut to the chase, you know who you are mate. You know what this is about. Now that we got that clear , i want to say something to you , and for the most part to myself (not what you think) . I find that i like to think things throughly (I KNOW , work in progress , cut me some slack <_< style="font-style: italic;">never be the same . And i kinda like how things are now... i mean , i have someone who i trust enough to tell 90% of the thoughts that come to my head (the other 10% is just plain creepy shit , don't ask =/ ) . I really don't want to lose that.. and that's why i'm scared. That's why i gave you "mixed signals" or whatever you say it is. I'm sorry for that , but its just the way i am....
Now every coin (or cedula) has 2 sides, and this one mate , is no exception. In the positive side of things , i have very little to write about. Now , before you smack me across the street >_> , hear me out. This is one of those situations where its easier to write about the bad stuff , than the good stuff , just because the good stuff completely outnumbers the bad stuff ... When i started writing about the good side of things i didn't even freaking know where to start.. there's just too much to mention , i mean good freaking lord -i wrote something here and decided to take it away in the final editing =) - (sorry , this can't be seen by the main public XD) . I don't know what else to say ,and the funny thing is that i wrote this for myself. I wrote this to think it the best way i can, the way i like to. So if i already had my freaking answer, why the hell. ... gaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! ...
I'm sitting here at 6:40 AM wondering why i'm such an asshole... you idiot! (myself) >_> . Wow , the things you have had to stand mate XFD .
I think i already made my decision (as if i didn't unconciously made it already , ha ha...) ... and you know what , i wish life was more like a mathematical equation... it would be soooo much easier , honestly T_T . Since its not... i'd rather take a risk than live in doubt. Thank you. I don't know what will happen , but i just need to know... enough is enough.
CONCLUSION : Sometimes its worth taking the bet mate =) , specially when you have the freaking world to win.
PD -
KeeeE?! , no te gusta el titulo! . Pue mire guilla >_< ! , yo kisiera saber kien te dijo que taba bien robase MIIIII cancion de la semana >_
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
21 Guns
Sup sup , i'm 21 now , my loyal readers.
As i grow older, i get the illusion of getting smarter. I don't know how to put it into words but what was once a wide road is slowly getting smaller. I don't care though. I think i made the right choice , i think i can live a life without regrets (well ,there are a few...) .
Anyways, i'm real tired XD. Good luck to you all and happy bday to me!.
See you next time with a decent post , i promise it will be awesome!.
As i grow older, i get the illusion of getting smarter. I don't know how to put it into words but what was once a wide road is slowly getting smaller. I don't care though. I think i made the right choice , i think i can live a life without regrets (well ,there are a few...) .
Anyways, i'm real tired XD. Good luck to you all and happy bday to me!.
See you next time with a decent post , i promise it will be awesome!.
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